May 13th, 2012
those things I do... hm..... I think I'm gonna try to reach the stars and kick up some dust.
Not as crazy as flying to Melbourne to meet someone I never saw before or keeping a long-distance-relationship with sunny SA up and running... but it has that flavour.
Someone told me I'm not crazy, but romantic. I cling to that.
Just another of my strange crusades for love. Soon.
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May 13th, 2012
"You were born to create the kind of life you desire and not to conform and be chained, choked and controlled by things and people that you despise. Stop complaining and start creating."
guess my friend's right.. wake up bug!!!
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May 12th, 2012
Why can't everything be so simple as skydiving? You jump out that door and there's only one way you can go. You play around a little and have the time of your life. Shortly before the ground gets in the way, you pull your chute. All is sweet. When your chute fails you have a back up plan. When that fails too, you use the last few seconds to stick your head between your knees and kiss your ass goodbye. See, easy.
Why can't life be so simple?
To start with, there is more than one door and more than one direction to go. So you chose a door and when you're out there having fun is not so easy because plenty of people are trying to prevent you from having a good time. Bosses in the first place, followed closely by people on the public transport, guys who break your heart, false friends and all the other riffraff and Muppets out there. I tried to ignore them.. but it's just so tedious.
And where the fudge is my backup life?!? See, not easy.
My skydive instructor used to says: I don't teach people how to skydive, I teach them how to live their lives. So maybe he's right? And how do I get it right that my life is a skydive? I need to think about this for a bit..
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May 12th, 2012
I'm lying in my bed and I have my blanket wrapped tight all around me. I'm lying in this lovely warm and soft cocoon and I'm spinning dream threads around it to keep me happy. I wish I could stay in here all day. It's so peaceful and warm. I hear the rain outside, quiet and calming.
There's no use to hatch and brake the silky dream fabric. I'll never be a butterfly. I'm only a bug. And no one wants a bug.
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May 1st, 2012
the feeling of sun on my skin, the caress of wind on my face. summer is coming.
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skydiving
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May 1st, 2012
misfit
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April 23rd, 2012
wet dog smells like a mixture of unwashed wool socks, rancid camel, old wet carpet and two day old puke.
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April 14th, 2012
I realized a few things over the couple last weeks, maybe months. I always thought real good friendships don't change. You can pick up where you left anytime even if you lost sight for a while. Nope, you don't, not with all.
Priorities change, circumstances change, interests change and all this changes people. Or maybe people changed and these are the symptons?
Things you had in common are gone. They meet others, you move on and befriend new people. Some have found partners who can't stand me.
I realized I lost some good old friends from old days. Sure, we still meet up every now and then, we talk, we laugh. It's not the same anymore. I was shocked to see how adventure and the wish to change things and live life to the fullest has left their eyes.
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April 14th, 2012
The bug's job is safe - for the time being.
Time to relax a little and focus on other stuff now.
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April 7th, 2012
happy egg hunting to you all!
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